Beyond Repair.....Maher Tirmizi

This is an enigma...  why when you lose someone that the relation becomes

Beyond Repair & you never say the words I am sorry & I didn’t mean to hurt you...

I can only think how selfish our feeling, desires can be...

We forget that this relation has mean a lot....

You have loved this person dearly from the time he was born

And this relationship....

Which has not only formed out of blood but out of emotions bond

Is going to last a life time....

Did I ever think one day I was going to lose you

Of course not.....Never fathomed that I will live to see you...

You gone forever & my unsaid words will always linger

And every feeling, thought, emotions will remain...

BEYOND REPAIR.

This world had much to offer you...

But Alas! you didn’t take life seriously... you were given opportunities

To turn your world around but you never paid any heed &

 To the warning of the storm which was going to engulf you

Taking you far... far away, why was there no indication...

What the Lord had in store for you

Today a life, relationships wasted & nothing would bring you back

Nothing that would ever change in this life....

I know I wasn’t there for you...

I can’t explain  why?

I just can’t explain... but as I am too late to make that amend with you

I only ask for  forgiveness...but how will that ever happen

I don’t know where you are, but I pray that you are at peace...

For me my feeling will always remain wounded & my emotions

Beyond Repair...

Will always love & miss you, Maher