Boyz.... You made me laugh, cry, love, desire, endure & live life!!

You made my world a wonderful place

You took me in your arms gave me peace,

Gave me time to enjoy every moment of my life

Love was never the same without your sweet voice

You made me want to care, love, forgive & bless

Every bit of my feelings were derived from your....

Loving words that gave me wings to fly in the open sky

Without fear for tomorrow.

I jumped with joy at your dance & smiled at your naughtiness

You made me laugh & gave me hope that some day..

I will be happy as you look all the time

Words could never describe what I felt just to see

You boyz sing with so much pleasure.... felt my world

Would end if I don’t hear you for a day

You make my world go around....

 

Ro, you made me wonder always, how beautifully you sing

Did you wonder what you did to the thousands of people

Who loved you immensely....I did!

Watched you with intrigue

At the intense voice which took over my mind just to be close

To your voice forever.....

And every time you sang it felt like you sang for me.

Steo, you are my angel forever...

The day I saw you I knew I’d love you for a life time

And it is true now that you take my breath away

Every time I look at you...even now

Your unforgettable, powerful voice make me feel

“I can’t express the feeling......”

I love you to always remain in my heart & never go away.

Mikey....You have the Lord in your voice

You sound so pure & serene.....

You just whisper to life & take me to another world.

Keith, your looks...”like take me on”

Gave all with so much love to inspire

Everyone connected to the band

Loved your smile with which you gave

A heart felt performance.

Shane....You gave the band character

The tomboy of the band, the tattoo man

Just loved every move you made

To keep me mesmerized....

Something about your brow

Always there as a support to make a band

The Boyzone....

You make my world a better place

Just to listen you  is like taking a

Flight to another world to love & cherish

A whole life with you boyz.... the inspiration you may have

Given a million can never be enough.....

For me its been a whole new world

With songs to keep you warm on a cold night

And melt into the world of your everlasting voice...

Boyzone..... The band forever!!!

Beyond Repair.....Maher Tirmizi

This is an enigma...  why when you lose someone that the relation becomes

Beyond Repair & you never say the words I am sorry & I didn’t mean to hurt you...

I can only think how selfish our feeling, desires can be...

We forget that this relation has mean a lot....

You have loved this person dearly from the time he was born

And this relationship....

Which has not only formed out of blood but out of emotions bond

Is going to last a life time....

Did I ever think one day I was going to lose you

Of course not.....Never fathomed that I will live to see you...

You gone forever & my unsaid words will always linger

And every feeling, thought, emotions will remain...

BEYOND REPAIR.

This world had much to offer you...

But Alas! you didn’t take life seriously... you were given opportunities

To turn your world around but you never paid any heed &

 To the warning of the storm which was going to engulf you

Taking you far... far away, why was there no indication...

What the Lord had in store for you

Today a life, relationships wasted & nothing would bring you back

Nothing that would ever change in this life....

I know I wasn’t there for you...

I can’t explain  why?

I just can’t explain... but as I am too late to make that amend with you

I only ask for  forgiveness...but how will that ever happen

I don’t know where you are, but I pray that you are at peace...

For me my feeling will always remain wounded & my emotions

Beyond Repair...

Will always love & miss you, Maher

Happiness on a shoe-string budget....

Born for a purpose...is this what life is about

And what is that purpose may I ask...

Why is that I have to live all my life looking for this happiness

When in the first place I hadn’t met before & definitely will be able to recognize it.

At a tender age everyone is pleasing you

Making you laugh, showing you the happy picture of life

& than when you’re all grown up it dawns to you that

What an illusion you have been living there is no happiness anywhere

They say it exist in your heart, in your mind

But please tell me where...all I feel is my heart

Empty but with thoughts of losing the only people

Whom I love & posses.....

So where is this happiness?

The only time I remember being happy was

When riding my bike on a pot ridden roads

Trying to save myself from dying a horrid death

And reached home safely.....

That is the only time I have been satisfied & happy with myself.

Happy...Happy did I say, now that is so damn confusing

Being happy & happiness is there a difference....hmmm

I guess here let me see whether I reach any conclusions with this

Sometimes exploring a relationship with a partner, with your children,

Your parents can create a warm feeling from with in...

But does this feelings result in happiness...I wonder

Sometimes people who love you the most hurt you the hardest

Why is that they choose YOU to hurt....

Have we not done enough or have we not given enough

To satisfy their ever ending desires, demands...

What is it, you are supposed to do that they stop so it will hurt no more...

Is just being myself mean nothing to my loved ones?

Or do have to be someone else to be a part of this charade

 And to win a trophy for playing the part called my life

Is it my life anymore?

This is like an unanswered life....

Waiting to be hung so it can die an agonising death.

My guess happiness is a word given to us by people

Who never had to search for it...they too found it in the dictionary

Like a million others did, looked at the meaning & attached a episode

Walla!!! Happiness found....

This search will forever be on a shoe-string budget as

We are easily fooled in believing the unbelievable...

Happiness would come on platter if you know

It’s available to each & every one of us only if we know

Where to look for in the first place

Deep down in our hearts we are starving souls

Looking for HAPPINESS which only exists on a SHOE-STRING BUDGET...